Hi, (:
my name's Charlotte, i'm 17 years old and i live inThunder bay. uhhmm, let's see.. i'm sortof into art. Actually more than sortof.. art is a huge part of my life. I love to draw, and paint, and sculpt, and all that.. I love to write, stories, poems, etc. I absolutely ADORE reading. These things are like my escapes ahah. (:

Alot of my posts on this account will be stuff like.. pictures that have a part of my life at the moment, or rants, or even shit i find funny.

Oh, and im kindof fluently french. :)
Oh oui, et je suis un peu capable de parler le francais. :)

a few things i like;
summer.swimming.drawing.writing.art.friends.tattoos.UFC.bass.music.love.jeans.
tshirts.school.parties.drinking.clothes.
sex.

 

I need opinions here, badly.

What do you think about two people who are 8 years appart seeing eachother? both above 18. 

Would it be bad if they wanted to keep it a secret for a while? Shouldn’t it not matter as long as they are both making eachother happy?

shit going on in my life right now..

- Moving my step sister into the room I wanted….

- First day of driving school - which could involve in my job i want this summer.

- Working on getting hired at my coop this summer..

- Work Drama.

- Feeling neglected/left out/ like no one wants to listen to me or be aroundd me.

- My boyfriend being shoved out of my house by my step sister and mother.

- ME being forced to live with my mom during weeks and my dad’s on weekends (step familly issues)

- Worried about my dog here without me.

- My grandma’s being forced to move to Geraldton because of step familly.

- Three of my grandma’s friends have cancer, and are in treatment, so she’s depressed which makes me miserable…

- Shits just all fucked.

Poem i wrote, not that gooood… so yeah

Frustrated, can’t even think

I think that’s why recently,

I’ve wanted to drink

Maybe it will leave my head empty

Good, for once i won’t have to worry

My future is scary, too overwhelming

Can’t help think, what will it bring?

I only know what it will leave

No matter the things i acheive

No matter if i live my dreams,

My dream’s incomplete, it seems,

Unless he’s a part

There’s a place in my heart

For my dreams and my family,

But for the most part, it is he

He who takes up the rest

If it weren’t for him, i’d still be a mess

Past loves screwed me over

Pushed me around, made things slower

But he picked me up off the ground,

At that moment i knew i had found

The one i’d be a wife to

Someone who’d never make me blue

But i never though about the day,

I had to pack up and move away

Where would he go? if not with me

Now i’m at that age, thirteen plus three

In a year and a half, i must take flight

Spread my wings and begin my fight

On my own, without my boy

A love i wish not to destroy

sighh…

I hate that no matter how badly i wish to talk to someone or see someone, it’s probably not the same for them. which kinda bothers me. ): i hate dramaaaaa. grr.